Birthday

Today is my birthday. I haven't mentioned it to anyone at my office. I wonder if they know. I wonder if they are planning on throwing me a surprise office party. My office seems to be pretty big on surprise parties. I am leaving too. I wonder if they will throw something for that too.

I don't think I want an office surprise party for my birthday or going away.

But I can't tell if I really don't want one, or I just don't think I want one. And then when I don't get anything I will be really disappointed. I can't tell at all.

I never thought I would be one of those people who doesn't tell anyone about their birthday. I am surprised at myself. I wonfer if I can go all day without telling anyone. Chances are I will tell someone right at the end of the day after it is clear there is no surprise party to make them feel bad.

Yeah that sounds just about right.